From the recording Deadweight
Lyrics
Why can't I fill the growing void
It just doesn't matter anymore
Why am I now so paranoid
I just don't have the words to say
I don't know how to make it go away
And I'm not sure why
I don't know what to do from day to day
I just keep holding on
I can't show how I really feel inside
No matter how I try
All that I once believed in now had died
A never ending con
I just don't know if there's a way to grow
But it doesn't matter anyway
I just don't know the things that I don't know
I just cant say it matters anyway
I just don't know if there's a way to grow
But it doesn't matter anyway
Even knowing what I didn't know
I just cant say it matters anyway
I don't know how to make it go away
And I'm not sure why
I don't know what to do from day to day
I just keep holding on
I can't show how I really feel inside
No matter how I try
Even with ignorance identified
It just keeps holding on